Narcissistic Poetry
Man I'm in a hurry to express all of my mind
I want to say all the words I feel
mean, excited, or kind
But its not safe
I am really not in a safe place
I wish for a friend
yet my words are a blur and distaste
I get it
Let me write to my diary only
when I get sad, frustrated, and when my outlook looks lonely
I tried to share them All In One Day With You
My mistake,
it all came out jumbled
or was it you that made the mistakes
You misunderstood what I was trying to say
you misconstrued the interpretation
You did it for your gain, your sake
Because you are truly not a friend
not a friend that I can share my feelings
you treat me bad, yet like I said earlier,
I'm healing
So at this present day, I really have to not care who understands or who doesn't though
People act like they're so cool with you
yet deep down inside you know the truth
They smile and they really act like they care
yet you just found out you were expressing your mind to a bear
Unfortunatey the bear doesn't speak your language
so he's just hearing you talk
he'd rather be licking hunny
he's watching you yet only to stalk
You really could have saved your words
becuase like a wall there is no comprehension
you want to progress, rise higher
your discourse has become discension
It is the fall of you for today
because there was no one who reeally understood
the depth of your heart, you unloaded it all to nothing more than a piece of wood
You left there feeling less than perhaps before you started
you sought someone to confide in
they were munching, passed a little gas and farted
You almost felt like the one who was disdained
the ridiculed, the drought, the reclused, and mamed
So today I will just choose not to go that route
I didn't get anywhere when I decided to let out my thoughts
Sometimes I feel that I'll never be understood
by the ones who are most important
the ones who'd in the end could have brought about good
Today I will not verbally express myself
if I know whats best for me and want to hold on to my wealth
I'll journal, I'll write, I'll take heed and not lose sight
because sometimes expressing yourself only leaves you lonely in the night
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