im thinking about it

Narcissistic Poetry

I'm thinking about it, but I know thats not enough,

the thoughts I'm dealing with, are no laughing matter, its tough

Cause I wanna leave, but I wanna stay,

I'm trying to make up my mind and end this party,

Because I'm buggin' and the confusion I feel is so real

I'm thinking about staying, the thought of goin, puts me unhill

so I'm betwixt between two, I just dont want to make up my mind

because leaving means unsurety and a past I'm leaving behind

So im thinking about it, when I decide I know you'll be glad,

becuase I'm calling you, venting, upset, on days I feel sad

I'm thinking about it, dont rush me please, just give me time,

i'm thinking about it ya'll, yet trust me,

i'm 'bout to lose my mind,